Birthday dessert~

Thanks to ur birthday, we had a nice dessert with 100% full of sweetness~ @ tony romas pavilion :)
yummy~

6th Year Anniversary...

its been 6 years so long.. i almost forgot today is already the 6th death anniversary..
but i still misses her..
i miss her excitement voice.. and also her bubbly personality..
she always there for me in good and bad times..
but car accident took her away..
i was crushed.. i cried so long to think that she has gone forever..
but now, i know she is always be in my heart.. my good friend..
i will always remember her :)

listening to the song that we used to listen it together all the time.. love u girl <3

Dj Sammy - Heaven (Slow Version)

start point of rejection..

feeling a weird vibe today.. people stare coldly at me.. or talk irritatedly to me.. 

or lie intentionally to me..
i started to get an isolation feeling.. or better word, rejection..
nor i will ever know what i have done to deserve this..
how long could i ever hold my mask till then..
or should i just go by walking away  ...?  wish i knew..

today's resolution!

damn.. bad headache..
cant drink much alcohol lately.. maybe because starting to get old @@
people started to see me older than 25.. which im not YET!
shall go for an intensive jog later + heavy face mask !!
asa asa fighting!!!

i'll move on..

got a call this morning.. someone who i know.. someone who used to be close to me..
asking if i am doing okay recently.. if i am happy with my life..
how does he expect me to answer.. fine...? great...? fantastic...? {(_ _)}
sadly, i answered fine.. work is fine.. life is fine.. and everything is fine..
but i wish that he did not call me at all..
because this is just gonna make me miss him again.. which i dont want to.. especially when i have already managed to forget this person..
the fact is that i am happy of where i am right now.. and that i have already move on with my life..
that's why kept listening to this song since this morning :)