Friday Extravaganza~

7th september - went 2 mv for... SHOPPING!! but then i tink i oni managed 2 shop a little bit here n there.. haha.. oh well.. pk pk PK!! anyway, we started by havin a nice meal at Madam Kwan's (seriously delicious) nasi lemak~ tis is my 2nd time havin it n yet it tasted like heaven!! yum~

gosh, in the end, we hv 2 pay rm 66.70 for lunch!! there goes the money 2 buy stuff.. haha.. oh ya, tat's me n my roomie v a beautiful flower.. really really pretty.. =X ok la.. including both of us too.. hahaha..
nite time, came back in a WET condition!! it was raining like cats n dogs deh.. all of our stuffs were soakin wet.. but overall, it was a fun day as we... DAMN.. miss the KLIA train on our way back.. if u c us complaining in the station, u would tink tat u were lookin at "orang gila" there.. lolz..

HaPPiNess..

Happiness..

Is when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've every had..

Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart.. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real..

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear..

Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is smiling peacefully... = )

Loser for me!

1st sep - i woke up n saw a miscall.. it's frm my roomie.. so i called her n guess wat.. she broke up v her bf.. ouch~ the 5th time.. wat happen 2 the world huh? she told me tat his feelings changed 4 her n tat he couldnt stand her temper.. i was so confused.. hw could a guy who was deeply inlove v a gal n willing 2 be v her all the time & nx thing he said his feelings had changed? for like a week?? he's a total LOSER!! sumthin wrong mz hv goin on here..

if he hv no courage 2 continue tis relationship of his, plz dun even start it at the beginning!! if he said his feelings had changed, dun ever tell her tat u love her!! if he couldnt guide n hold her hand 2 the end, dun ever try 2 cum close 2 her at start!! my roomie is NT a TOY 4 u 2 play with!! she does nt deserves a loser for tis!! she deserves a better guy rather than crying over to tis F***ing maniac!!

speakin of tis, makes me remind of my past.. i was in her shoes b4.. crying over a guy who jz makin fun of me.. sick of it.. makes me wanna puke when i tink of it.. i would nvr wan tis thing 2 happen again.. sigh.. guys.. wat's their prob anyway? izzit fun 2 make use of a gal huh? >.< !!

我见了他。。

８月４号　－　我遇见了他。。　他变了很多。。　可是我还是像以前那样。。　这么差太多了？ 我的roomie刚好今天回家，所以她告诉我他会到我们家看他的朋友顺便跟着我的roomie一起回去。。　可惜当他来的时候，我既然没跟他说话，反而我跟他一起来的朋友聊聊天。。　一直到他走掉那时，我只是看着他的背后慢慢的离开。。我心里在想＂我选择这样子对他是不是因为我爱他，还是我要把他忘掉去哪。。？


８月１１号　－　我又见到他。　可是，不知道他有没有看到我因为他只是跟我的roomie讲几句话，就走掉了。。就在那一刻，我发现了，我只能够看着他离开我世界里。。没有一次是我求他留下的。。有时候，我真的想开口说＂你可不可以为我留下来？５分钟就好了？＂可是，我却说不出口。。　他一定会告诉我不想听的答案。。　haiz。。　也许是我笨，我单纯，我盲了，根本不会保护前面的机会，所以才失去它。。难道，我们一生一世就不能得到第二个机会吗？　

这缘分其实是很有趣的东西。。　它通常是在不知不觉中出现了。。　当它出现的时候，你可能不会珍惜它。。　当你期待它来的时候，它就一直都不出现了。。　

ForGet Statement..

"Do u ever think about me?"
"Do u ever cry urself to sleep?"
"In the middle of nite when u awake, will u call out my name..?"

forget him.. meanz forgetting his name n his face..
forget his kiss.. meanz forgetting his warm embrace..
forget the love u once knw.. n remember tat he has someone new..
forget him when they played ur song.. n remembered when u cried all nite long..
forget how close u 2 were.. n remembered tat he has chosen her..
forget tat u memorized his walk.. meanz forgetting the way he used to talk..
forget the thing he used to say.. n remembered tat he has gone far away..
forget his laugh.. forget his grin.. forget the dimples in his chin..
forget the way tat he used to hold u tight.. remembered tat he's with her tonite..
forget the time tat went so fast.. remembered the love tat moved it's past..
forget his memorable eyes.. n remember tat u're forgetting coz u loved him..
forget tat he said he'll never leave u..
n remember...

tat he's gone forever...