Nicole's Lost Record..

once again.. 2nd time in a row.. 3rd oct 2007, 11am.. i had officially lost my phone in da campus (multipurpose hall).. da same phone..!! makes me wonder if i ever had any fate v tis nokia 6280.. tis feeling sux!! sux to da MAX!!

tis is how it gt lost.. 9am where da exam jz started.. i alwayz leave it (switch off condition) in my pocket.. 9.30am, 1 of da invigilators told me 2 take it out n put it on da floor.. & so i did.. 11am, da exam had finished n everyone rushed out 2 da exit.. i was in da crowd.. totally forgotten bout it..

reach bac home nt long ago & realise "gosh! my phone!"... so rush bac 2 da venue & find.. result? ntg.. ntg.. NTG!! ask da invigilators, lecturers, security & even da cleaners.. no sign of it.. frm tat moment, i adi knew it.. some sort of student must be takin it.. & guess wat? tat particular person will nvr return it for sure!! (ggrrr.. screwed tat person!!)

gosh! i was really angry v myself.. hw could i lost all da important stuff so MANY times??! 1st is phone, then is wallet, next is student card & nw ... ANOTHER PHONE!! freakin scary man!! crushin my heart!! >.<

y me? y does it hv to be my stuff everytime?? wat did i do to deserve such punishment?? if i did commit any mistake, plz jz punish me straightaway.. u took things away frm me, u make me suffer, u make my mum suffers, u make her money suffers.. hw could u..? sobs..

该忘了你对不对

该忘了你对不对



大雨过后的眼泪
挂在充满回忆的橱窗
我却不想忘以往
那些心碎的心创

记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过沉默的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月
一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘
不能像爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏
那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着爱去寻找
幸福的希望.....

One's ThinkinG Is True Sometimes..

Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love..

Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away..

The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive..

It is the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart..

I love you - those three words have my life in them..

The Day Whr I Din SpenD on AnyThing!!

the day is friday.. everyone luvs friday.. is a fine day 4 us 2 do anything, anytime & anywhere.. zzzzz.. unfortunately, it doesnt quite happen to me.. last nite, my house mate, YC persuaded us 2 go shopping in 1u together.. oh well, since we alwayz break our promise 2 accompany her shopping, so we decided 2 make it tis time..

woke up at around 11am.. n DAMN!! it's raining.. but aikz~ it stops after a while.. ok.. so we were able 2 go shopping deh.. reached at 1u around 2 something & everyone was starvin like a pig deh! at last we had out lunch in jusco food court since miss emily wanted 2 hv a soupy lunch.. hehe..

okok.. so here's the plan.. YC wanted 2 get a present for her bf.. n so we accompanied her 2 look for it.. walk up & down, left & right, middle & end.. AT LAST, after all those painful walk tat i had (coz i wore high-heel shoes.. lolz..) YC managed 2 get a bag pack in VOLCOM.. (super expensive!!)

i had alot of thoughtful consideration while i was shopping.. but at last, i din get ANYTHING! arrGGHHH!! fuck off those expensive shoes tat i like deh!! a pair magnificent black shoes!! cun afford it!! DARN!$%#&!

haiz.. then again.. think of the other side.. im nt broke.. i did save some money.. i oni spent on food n transport de.. simply the best resolution i had today.. i'll do more shopping after my final exam.. ngek ngek ngek.. ok tat's all for nw.. got 2 cool down my painful n swollen feet nw.. =P

Thank U, Molly..

during the nite meeting tat we had jz nw, we hv our on-air slot evaluation.. when it cums 2 our turn, my senior gave me some bad comments bout my pronunciation in mandarin.. all of sudden, my roomie, molly raised up her hand.. at 1st, i tot she wana apologize for her mistakes in previous recording.. all of sudden, she defensed me for putting my effort for improving my mandarin in front of everyone..

i was touched by her words.. for 1 year n 7 months we hv been roommates, tis is the most touching words tat she hv said.. so wat i wana said is tat (nt lesbian ahh!) : thank u, molly for ur words n actions.. thank u for all those helps tat u hv contributed 2 me, n thank u for walking into my life n being my roommate.. thx for being patience n gd listener 2 me when i was really down..i can still remember the 1st day tat we met (quite funny actually.. haha..) although we fights sometimes, we tend 2 be frenz back after tat.. so thx for everything.. we'll alwayz be buddies n roomies for past, present n hopefully future.. = )

memories back..