StuDy N WorK??

life is getting more hectic nowadays.. i hv jz finished sitting for BHM exam.. the paper is sux!! cant even get the answer!! n even if i gt the answer, it doesnt match with the one on the paper!! ggGGRRR~~ screw tat accounting part!! i din even hv the basic for accounting.. hopefully can get some bonus de~

im oso bz with some tasks tat hv to be done by next week.. guess wat is it? tat's rite! CLS!! i heard students who join CLS alwayz end up becum bz ppl.. they hv to manage so many stuff!! n i think im gonna be one of them!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!! sometimes i jz felt like quiting tis.. i dun wanna continue anymore.. so stressful n tiring.. by tomolo, i hv to finish drawing some cartoons n calling some ppl to confirm about the budget stuff.. arrRRRGGGHHH!!!

final is cumin anyway.. hope i could cope with my studies bah..

NeW AccOmPlishMenT..

aahh... it's monday morning.. time to make a change.. time to set a difference.. after been sick for a week till today.. temptations to get well are melting.. anyway, most of my subjects are finished with the syllabus.. so basically, i dun have much class!! muahahhahaha~!! (which is y im staying up so late at nite.. no class for MONDAY!!)

oh ya, jz celebrated my birthday on the 21st.. as usual, prank jokes from frenz~ hitting my back for 19 times.. throwing cakes to my face.. haha.. it was fun.. i received quite lotz of gifts from them too.. thankz guys.. oni one disappointment.. i din receive any greetings from him.. i was crushed.. it shows tat i hv to say bye bye to him.. it has adi been a year.. n since he decided to be like tis, then i might as well forget bout him.. i will never talk, think or c him anymore.. goodbye to u..

kk.. one wish to my mum b4 i end tis post.. happy belated birthday, mum~!! (22nd) thank u for ur love.. for me n oso chappy (my dog).. haha.. thankz..

The One Who Made Me ReaLise..

When I See You Smile

Sometimes I wonder
If I'd ever make it through
Through this world
without having in you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up
Wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright
Everything's alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Oh yeah
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
Hey
And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
I wanna ask you baby
It's all Ill ever need
All I'll ever need
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
Yeah
When I see you smile
Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile
Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at me


For everything tat i hv gone through, when i see u smile, my trouble will jz fade away..
Thank u..

CrusHeD...

disappointment...
it tracks the steps of hope..
when u feel something wrecks the hell of ur body..
u cant even stay calm..
nt a single word cumin out from ur mouth..
coz u jz couldnt say it out..

when someone crushes u hurtfully..
u feel that u hv been betrayed..
no one else believe for wat u hv to explain..
u try to run away from it..
but it keep chasing after u..

the whole feeling hv been expressed since 7 April 2007..
crushing heart..
=...... (

BuSiNess ExTraVaGanZa!!

tis week is got to be a bz week.. our group for BEN started the business yesterday n fortunately it did went well.. business were good.. but err.. im jz havin a problem with our account (supposed to calculate our sales n modal).. got confused with the profit stuff.. dizzy dizzy..

finally.. my fren, NK had asked me to be his gf.. in fact, i adi knew tat he liked me long time ago de.. but.. i din manage to give him an answer.. i dunno whether i shud trust him anot.. his behaviour portrays the same as KV.. (flirty guy).. haihz.. so im still stuck with tis conflict huh..

im nt sure if im still waiting for the other one (u knw who).. it's jz.. i wanna gv one last shot on him.. i really wished to gv a last bet on tis.. to see if he changes his mind.. sometimes i jz hope there's a slight chance for me with him.. it's kinda desperate huh.. sigh..