Wednesday, November 19, 2008

izzit my fault...?

i had jz received a call from someone.. someone who was once an important person in my life.. yeap, it's K.. he was drunk.. asking bout how's my life goin on.. & simply talk about how his luv life jz gt screwed up AGAIN.. 5 min later, he fainted (or fell asleep i tink..) & his fren R picked up his phone, telling dat he drank 10 glasses of tequilas.. wat..??! 10??! seriously, he could die of over-consumption leh!!
anyway.. R said K jz gt dumped yst.. n he's trying to get himself drunk jz to forget tis..
(_ _).. i know im supposed to be happy (or at least abit "shuang") when i hear this.. but im nt.. i duno y im crying.. do i feel sad for him or sumtin..? seriously, i duno y am i feeling so sad within.. n guess wat..? it gets worse.. i jz found out dat he has been smoking for at least 3 months de.. he was really thin da last time i met him.. i dun get it.. y is he torturing himself like tis..?
im all speechless.. i duno wat to say.. i.. i.. rite nw, i jz wana run as fast as i could & shout out loud..
im really confused.. izzit my fault..? izzit me dat making him into tis person rite nw..?
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