我见了他。。

８月４号　－　我遇见了他。。　他变了很多。。　可是我还是像以前那样。。　这么差太多了？ 我的roomie刚好今天回家，所以她告诉我他会到我们家看他的朋友顺便跟着我的roomie一起回去。。　可惜当他来的时候，我既然没跟他说话，反而我跟他一起来的朋友聊聊天。。　一直到他走掉那时，我只是看着他的背后慢慢的离开。。我心里在想＂我选择这样子对他是不是因为我爱他，还是我要把他忘掉去哪。。？


８月１１号　－　我又见到他。　可是，不知道他有没有看到我因为他只是跟我的roomie讲几句话，就走掉了。。就在那一刻，我发现了，我只能够看着他离开我世界里。。没有一次是我求他留下的。。有时候，我真的想开口说＂你可不可以为我留下来？５分钟就好了？＂可是，我却说不出口。。　他一定会告诉我不想听的答案。。　haiz。。　也许是我笨，我单纯，我盲了，根本不会保护前面的机会，所以才失去它。。难道，我们一生一世就不能得到第二个机会吗？　

这缘分其实是很有趣的东西。。　它通常是在不知不觉中出现了。。　当它出现的时候，你可能不会珍惜它。。　当你期待它来的时候，它就一直都不出现了。。　

ForGet Statement..

"Do u ever think about me?"
"Do u ever cry urself to sleep?"
"In the middle of nite when u awake, will u call out my name..?"

forget him.. meanz forgetting his name n his face..
forget his kiss.. meanz forgetting his warm embrace..
forget the love u once knw.. n remember tat he has someone new..
forget him when they played ur song.. n remembered when u cried all nite long..
forget how close u 2 were.. n remembered tat he has chosen her..
forget tat u memorized his walk.. meanz forgetting the way he used to talk..
forget the thing he used to say.. n remembered tat he has gone far away..
forget his laugh.. forget his grin.. forget the dimples in his chin..
forget the way tat he used to hold u tight.. remembered tat he's with her tonite..
forget the time tat went so fast.. remembered the love tat moved it's past..
forget his memorable eyes.. n remember tat u're forgetting coz u loved him..
forget tat he said he'll never leave u..
n remember...

tat he's gone forever...