Tuesday, March 27, 2007

BuSiNess ExTraVaGanZa!!

tis week is got to be a bz week.. our group for BEN started the business yesterday n fortunately it did went well.. business were good.. but err.. im jz havin a problem with our account (supposed to calculate our sales n modal).. got confused with the profit stuff.. dizzy dizzy..

finally.. my fren, NK had asked me to be his gf.. in fact, i adi knew tat he liked me long time ago de.. but.. i din manage to give him an answer.. i dunno whether i shud trust him anot.. his behaviour portrays the same as KV.. (flirty guy).. haihz.. so im still stuck with tis conflict huh..

im nt sure if im still waiting for the other one (u knw who).. it's jz.. i wanna gv one last shot on him.. i really wished to gv a last bet on tis.. to see if he changes his mind.. sometimes i jz hope there's a slight chance for me with him.. it's kinda desperate huh.. sigh..

Thursday, March 22, 2007

life??

life?.. ahaha.. nt everyone enjoy their life perfectly.. even me dun enjoy at all.. the weather doesnt help either.. these few days it kept raining here in cyber.. i kept ending up soaking wet while reaching home.. rainbow din even shine.. randomly, it jz gets moody here.. some arguments happened in the house.. housemates cant even tolerate with each other.. wat's happening to the world anyway??

love? i dun think i can even spell this word anymore.. my faith to it started to fade away.. frustrated over this.. haih.. how do i put tis.. (he jz broke up.. ) n no, im nt happy about it! jz upset tat he hv to go this through again.. he's nt happy anymore.. he's suffering everyday without her.. sigh.. i wish if there's anything i can do to cheer him up.. but then again, i knw im nt supposed to bother him rite nw.. haih.. love....

Sunday, March 18, 2007

SorrowFuL NiTe..

I was very moody for the past 2 days.. 1stly, i wanna apologize to my frenz tat hd been caring for me.. yesterday was absolutely a terrible moment to be.. feeling hurt, betrayed n tired were all mixed up into one.. dun really wanna mention the incident here.. (afraid of hurting others feeling).. i wanna cry.. but i knew.. i cant do tat.. nt for someone who admits for nobody..


i saw tis couple heart pendant at a store.. it does represent something special within it tat attracts my attention towards it.. when i saw it, i think of someone(u knw who).. i'll wait till i hv enough money to get tis pendant coz it conveys something meaningful to me.. suprisingly, it does reduces a little sorrow from my heart tat time..

wat, how n who can mend my broken heart?.. carelessly listen to my heart.. still wishing for own happiness.. n cheerfulness..

Sunday, March 11, 2007

LeaVing U, MaLaCCa..

9am - we were leaving cyberia n on da way to malacca(mlk).. it was an exhausting journey as we hv to take multiple types of transport deh.. i think we reached our destination at around 2 something pm.. it was kinda emotional for me to reflect some memories i have in mlk.. later on, we went out for outings with one of my ex-housemates.. pahlawan.. mp.. jonker.. walao~ even tiring..

i hv asked my frenz, SJ n R to join us at pure bar coz we hvnt meet them for 2mnths deh.. our most enjoyable time is when we were at pure bar.. but.. sadly, they said they were adi tired.. ok, i understand tat.. so, R suggested for yum cha late at nite.. but SJ said it was way too late n he couldnt cum.. the whole argument has giving me a headache.. cant stand anymore.. an old fren who can oni cum for a visit seldom, others couldnt jz spend some time for meeting up.. disappointed..

overall.. we were doin fine with our clubbing in pure bar de.. jz havin time dancing n drinking.. oh ya, molly's cousin's frenz were there as well.. (her cousin came with us).. n i can tell u.. his frenz were all HORNY n DISGUSTING!! n their cigarettes smell bothers me alot!! i think oni me who din hv much fun over there.. sigh..

tat nite itself.. while my frenz were all out meeting their frenz.. i went to outside of the ep's guys block.. n i jz stared at his unit.. all i was thinkin.. is tat.. how was he? how was his studies? will he c me? would he talk to me? did he miss me?... i cant stop crying while thinking about it.. i wanna meet him, but i cant.. i even scared to press his number to call.. suddenly, guilt feeling has came to hunt me.. i jz walked away from there as fast as possible.. i realized tat i couldnt face him yet.. y.. wat happen..

we left mlk at around 9.30am.. n we were still tired coz we oni slept for 4 hours yesterday.. i love mlk.. but at the same time, im afraid of mlk too coz of small matter happened in mlk had given me a terrible life to be.. sometimes i can cope with it.. sometimes i cant.. wat shud i do.. sigh..

Friday, March 09, 2007

Im GeTTing ExHausTed..

sigh.. nt in a mood 2 write blog yesterday.. plus 8am woke up today for a consultant with the lecturer.. jz oni reached back home n had maggi for breakfast.. much of stress im havin as the day goes by..

yesterday during tennis time, while my frenz n i were on the way to the tennis court.. i saw the tennis guy with other gal.. AIYA.. ruined.. it's obvious.. he has a gf already.. ouch~!!.. hurts.. but it is kinda less in pain.. coz i think it's jz a crush on a pretty guy huh.. oh well, i guess it might as well divert me from kept looking at him while i was playing tennis..

oso, we were supposed to play partners VS partners yesterday.. n randomly, i was to paired up with a guy who was eh.. my fren's bf's fren (kinda long huh).. anyway, he was an excellent player.. he smashed the ball like no other.. i think the whole time he was shooting the ball, nt me.. hahaha.. kk.. i did do some serves~ (but nt as gd as he does)

time was limited yesterday.. after tennis, i went home for dinner.. but i hv my dinner at 8.30 pm.. n i supposed to go for a meeting at 9pm.. dinner was in rush.. n then, join the meeting n stay up until 11pm.. i think i reached home at 11.30 pm.. suprisingly, old frenz dropped by for visit.. (actually, they came to find my housemate) after havin a little chat with them, i went to take a bath.. later on, i quickly prepare my articles for today's consultant which the lecturer might want to look at.. (turn out tat she din check at all)

n nw.. im SO TIRED!!.. summore hv to go back to kajang for some charity stuff.. n im trying to find the location.. HARD MAN!! gggGGGGRRRRRR~~~~

Monday, March 05, 2007

WorDs oF FrieNdshIp..

True Friends

There are many people
that we meet in our lives
but only a very few
will make a lasting impression
on our minds and hearts
It is these people that we will
think of often
and who will always remain
important to us
as true friends


Some Friends Are Forever

Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend:
someone who changes your life
by being a part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
someone who makes you believe
that there really is
good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is forever friendship...

When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
your forever friends lifts you up in spirit
and make that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk across,
your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,
your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you will feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end..



A Hug

There´s something in a simple hug
That always warms the heart;
It welcomes us back home
And makes it easier to part.

A hug´s a way to share the joy
And sad times we go through,
Or just a way for friends to say
They like you ´cause you´re you.

Hugs are meant for anyone
For whom we really care.
From your grandma to your neighbour,
or a cuddly teadybear.

A hug is an amazing thing -
It´s just the perfect way
To show the love we´re feeling
But can´t find words to say.

It´s funny how a little hug
Makes everyone feel good;
In every place and language,
It´s always understood.

And hugs don´t need new equipment,
special batteries or parts -
Just open up your arms
And open up your hearts..

Thursday, March 01, 2007

TeNNis In LoVe?

today, it's time for tennis practical after havin theory teaching for so long.. jz discover tat my skill is kinda sux after all.. i can oni serve the ball correctly.. others?.. sux sux.. but nvm.. i can improve myself throughtout the whole process.. hehe.. anyway, i hv made some frenz here.. n coach is kinda nice on us as well..

well.. i hv fallen for a guy since i join this tennis club.. jz nw, we were supposed to play in pairs.. so me n jessie (my coursemate) decided to pair up together.. n then while we were playing, coach suddenly told us to switch partners randomly.. n so everyone of us has to change partners each time the coach blows the whistle..

then reached my turn with him.. n so, we both introduced ourself to each other.. his name is jason btw.. it was enjoyable playing with him.. although i think i hv troubled him alot coz he has to pick up most of the ballz for me.. haha.. oso kinda nervous while playing with him.. hehe..

at the end, coach told us tat we will be havin our fitness test next week.. aiya.. gonna be tough then.. i din even hv the strengh to do so.. die lo.. hopefully can at least pass this test.. =.=...