ToWarDs The EnD..

as usual.. holiday has almost cum to its end.. my 1st sem in beta gonna begin by next week.. kinda excited but oso nervous.. oh ya, im having problem registering my COURSE!! it's nt even the starting of school n yet i already hv this kind of problem.. most of the groups of the subjects tat i supposed to take are all FULL!! if the group is full, i hv to find another group n rearrange my timetable again n AGAIN! degree life is COMPLICATED deh!! hv to do own schedule.. grab the available time.. yooOOHH!! very FAN oh!!

about cyberia?.. yeap.. moving there officially on sat.. hv to unpack alot of stuff.. oh btw, i hv jz went to apply phone line at TMnet center n they said the phone line will be installed in 3 days.. tat will be on sunday itself then.. when i called the comp person for streamyx installation, apparently all the work can oni be finished by monday or tuesday.. so errmm.. everyone hv to live the life without internet for several days de.. sigh.. lotz of apologize for the internet delay..

other than all those?.. oh yeeaaahh.. life goes as usual.. nt too shabby huh.. but im kinda bored during this whole holiday.. it's bad enough tat u feel bored, u oso feel lonely de.. sigh.. hopefully the day couldnt get worse than nw.. sobs..

TerRible DaY to Be..

gosh.. i was woke up by my dog today.. was kinda blur as im getting off my bed.. all of sudden, i stepped on a piece of cloth (one of my dog's toy) n i fell down!! accidentally knocked my head at the edge of the table... OUCH!! already feeling unwell n obviously is nt my lucky day to be.. a slight bleeding on my forehead though.. BAD BAD DAY!! when i entered the living room, it was a mess!! the whole room was turned upside down!! my dog's fault i supposed.. GGRRRRRR!!! sick gal hv to clean up the house as well.. AAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!

it has been 2 days.. im still sick like hell nw.. high fever.. cold flu.. fingers went numb.. lying on the bed like a paralyzed person.. =.= .. hv to skip work for 2 days deh.. i hv no idea when can i recover.. i hope it will be tomolo.. but god knws when.. i think my heart problem is making me getting sick easily.. doc said it'll get worse if i dun take my medicine frequently.. (how naughty i am huh).. haha.. sincerely, i really dun wanna meet my death nw.. coz i hv alot of things tat is undone.. everyday.. i wish to live a day longer.. hopefully this wish does continue..

ReLaXing Day..

it has been few days since the starting of my sem break.. yea.. the end of my foundation year.. one step closer to become an engineer (think too far, i guess).. today.. molly, emily, ah yen, sheryl n i were looking around our future house.. this time, there were parents coming along.. including mine.. at 1st, they were satisfied with the house.. until.. the word "safety" pop-up to their mind.. there was no grille set-up!! they were concerned about the security if the house is nt equip with the grille.. the agent agreed with the request for the grille.. but.. there has been an arguement about moving to another house.. i was positively sure tat im nt gonna move out coz this house is beautiful!! sigh.. let's jz hope the owner is willing to fix the grille..

anyway.. later in the afternoon, haylie (our new housemate) arrived to c the house.. even she said it was beautiful.. hehe.. so it's jz the grill problem tat we would hv to fix it as soon as possible.. n then, molly sent me back home.. although i had told several wrong direction to her.. hehe.. i hv a bad sense of direction apparently.. thousand apologies to my roomie deh~ it's kinda relaxing to hv such activity like today's since i dun get much free time de.. n i can hv a nite time of on9-ing..hehe..

recently, i've got inspired by a song called "How to touch a gal" by Jojo.. recommended by my roomie.. it gave an meaningful sentence by each line of the song.. i kept listening to it everyday.. (din even feel bored).. i dunno.. i could nw describe my love life as a serious failure overall.. it's either tat person i love doesnt love me OR a fren=love.. honestly.. i begin to hv doubt about love nw.. i started to believe less on love n fate.. i tot if i get bz with myself the whole time, i could forget everything.. but things doesnt turn out wat it supposed to be.. frustration is killing me.. damn it..

Chorus:
Do u know how to touch a gal..
If u wan me so much, 1st i hv to knw..
R u thoughtful n kind?
Do u care wat's on my mind?
Or am i jz for show?
U'll go far in this world, if u knw how to touch a gal..

okie dokie.. gonna take a nap nw.. goodnite everyone~ = )

The Last One..

it's already the beginning of 2007.. nw,jz left 1 more paper n i shall be graduated from my foundation year~!! cant believe in my eye that 1 year had passed by.. after sitting for physics exam in the evening, i hv to pack up all my stuff straigtaway in malacca n move to cyber.. the day has cum.. i hate this day.. everytime i think of this, i feel like crying.. most of my frenz gonna stay in malacca, coz of robotics mechanical course offered oni here.. sigh.. this feeling sux!! im gonna miss them alot.. elaine, vivian, siraj, di di jonathan, v sion, layying, kaw ping, ray, cavid, IS students all.. n of coz, jackson.. hope to keep in touch with them alwayz..

damn.. i havent ready for tomolo's exam yet.. all the execises were hard enough for me to kill myself.. haha..jz kidding about the suicide.. i think i'll be burning the midnight candle again.. more obvious panda eye deh.. hahaha..

ok.. get to the point nw.. the reason y i write tonite's blog.. this is the last blog i'll write about u (u knw who u are)! i wanna make everything clear now.. i know our friendship nw is fading away as the day passes by.. n i admit.. i really like u alot.. but i knw where's my limit for tat.. i understand that it's jz a dream for me.. i'll be leaving here by tomolo.. i wont be back anymore.. but i'll alwayz remember u.. it will be my most worthy memory forever.. so plz keep anything tat actually belongs to u.. i dun wanna accept anything anymore.. dun worry.. i'll never write anything about u anymore.. 你就能安心吧.. anyway, good luck for ur overall finalz and all the best and happiness to u and her.. goodbye,タナカッチ..