A Big "HAIH"...

haih.. i hv no idea hw to describe myself oredi.. oh i knw == over FREAKIN careless GAL!
oh yea, once again i've lost sumtin in i-duno-whr-place.. n i duno whr i lost it tiam.. =="" but da thing is dat i oni lost an IC tis time.. phew~~
hw it happen? 1st of all, we went watchin a horror movie [which end up a comedy since every1 kept laughin at da movie] at tgv 1u.. den stopped by at ss2 mamak yum cha.. but den halfway sitting down, waiter came n said out of stock for food.. so we switched to another mamak.. at dat time i oni realise dat i was missing my ic [was put inside my jeans pocket]..
frenz suggested me to go n make police asap so we flew to da police station to make a report.. kinda sked v da police [nt comfortable v da environment thr]
so therefore i finished making report at 2am & reached bac till nw.. =S
as u guys can c dat im da king of missing stuff de.. cun help losing sumtin within a year.. ish ish! >.<

wat da hell is wrong nw huh??!

am i da problem nw?? am i da1 who caused every1 in a bad mood as well huh?? seeing me sad makin u stress..?? i already tell so many times dat im prefectly FINE!! if ppl kept asking wat's wrong v me it automatically makes me feel like an isolated alien u knw dat!! wat do u mean by me to be hapi?? (n im NOT technically shooting to u nw!)
im practically hapi nw. somehow i kenot be hapi all da time. wat kind of ppl r hapi all da time?? dun u knw dat ppl hv other emotions than hapi?? when im trying to study or revise, i tend to get such feedback " wat happen to u? r u sad? dun hide laa.. tell laa..wat's da prob jek??"
wat de hell?? as u can c im trying to study n my eyes n forehead were frowning like hell.. of coz lerr dat meanz dat im stressful studying nt stressful coz of other stuff ok?? can u differentiate between stress & sad.. ?? ==""
if i really did step on any1's tail i really apologized for dat.. mayb my "expression" din show enuf since u cun even tell my facial expression properly.. but im sori if i really had hurt any1.. if im really make every1 feel awkward, i will leave tis place den......

current shoutout!

dun take it seriously.. but i was really offended.. i duno y.. it makes me feel dat i trouble ppl for such reason.. i tot it was sumtin really urgent & important, but u make it feel dat im being silly for doin dat.. really feel stupid rite nw.. oh well.. finished complainin over here de..
last word: no nid to feel sori bout it coz i dun nid da sori word from u.

fractured somehow..

if given a chance to choose.. where would u go to..? towards da future..? or backwards..? if something harmed u wretchedly in the past.. r u willing to go undergo da wound again..?
question came across my mind.. could i accept my past..? could i forget everything n start a new life..? y not..? if i could, i wanna leave this pieces of life & go on adventure to other part of the world.. the truth is that i was daydreaming such lovely fantasy duhh.. telling people [frenz] about this definitely makes them think im hallucinating de.. m(_ _)m

e - nite (20/4)

sunday (20/4) :
as promised, i hv uploaded e-nite pics below de.. (^^)

arrival at JW marriot hotel.. sam pat here n thr b4 food arrives.. (i look like wana fart dude!)bluek~ (my another roomie, shining~)so sien.. so took some pics outside.. =Scame across to kim foong (my coursemate).. senior, william ng who's gona grad nx sem..molly's date, timothy (so weird.. lolz..) table of 10 ppl takin pics~uhmm.. forgotten his name de.. oh well, nt bad de.. hahaha!!
sweet pic frm da stairs.. ^^

overall, da nite was wonderful.. da surrounding, da crowd, da ppl & of coz... da FOOD!! hahaha.. but too bad i din bring any partner.. lolz (blame stupid partner who "put aeroplane"!!)

da big 2 - 0 ~

fetish season of enchanted nite.. pics will be uploaded soon~ but nw... it's da day whr (well... im nt sure old enuf anot) i became 20~ yesh!! older by 1 year again~

but wat i like tis year is dat i got 3 bday cakes~ muakz!! 1st cake from a week b4, 2nd was tis morning 12am & 3rd was tis afternoon 2pm.. i wana thank those who threw tis celebration for me, it really meanz alot to me from da bottom of my heart coz it's da year where i hv alot of frenz celebrating v me~ (& lotz of presents..) tq tq~ (^_^) [pics taken for 2nd & 3rd cake.. hopefully thr's pics frm 1st cake, if i managed to get it from my frenz..]

2nd bday cake frm my beloved hsemates, coursemates & frenz..me who jz came bac frm enite + my cake~hmmm.. a hapi days to cum ba.. will it cum true?omg!! nt another cake again??! shocked!!hor!! gaya! u planned it huh.. watch out for ur bday later.. ngek ngek~faizal, wat u're doin v dat thing??!uhmm.. can i cut it nw? haha..yay~ my name written on it~ XP

da best part is yet to cum when they decided to launch their pranks on me at cyberpark!! oh gosh!! i was smashed by my own cake at my face until it got into my eyes.. oucchh!! pain pain!! sensitive eyes.. [it cooled down later on.. thank god..] den we had coke + mentos n it bursted out into air until my whole day smelled like cola!! @_@

us in dirty condition.. damn!!faizal! look at wat u hv done to my eyes!! pain!!

傻瓜.. really am..

im singing v a crying heart.. wat's goin on my mind..? the feeling of rejection really sux.. i dun wish to go thru again.. y izzit so hard to find someone who luv u.. who willing to care for u.. no matter hw much sad feelings u havin, he is willing to go thru v u..?

傻瓜我们都一样.. 被爱情伤了又伤.. 相信这个他不一样.. 却又再一次受伤..


yes.. im really a 傻瓜.. i really hate it.. plz make it over for me..

twinkling thursday~

7.30pm - went to alamanda for a movie.. but b4 dat we had dinner at pizza hut~ yumm~ ate too much side orders until bloated.. oouurrghh~~
9.20pm - watched the movie street kings.. which was damn violent~!! so much F*** words cum out from their mouth.. even the white ones..!! n so much ppl gt killed.. even da innocence ones.. especially Discant (Tom's junior officer)..

holdin our cup of milo b4 watchinchu wen + ah boon + nic gsc counter alamandacool room lighting

12.20am - went over to 1st floor resident (cj, xh, xy & yanzi) to celebrate xh & xy 's bday~ wooohoo~!! n miss molly's hand made chocolate cake.. yummy~!! (but da icing was kinda bitter if u ask me..)

bday cakes (by ms molly)

da 2 bday ppl (xh & xy)poor xy hv to cut da cake by herselfn mr xh is wastin his time squatting down.. lolz!!ok la.. gentlemen abit liao.. hahaha..bday gal & me~!every1 takin pic~ but whr's cj?? n y is emily laughing?NW we have our family portrait.. thx to chu who's da photographer~

last word: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUAN HAO & XIAO YUN (my ex-housemates) luv ya~!!

dissatisfaction..

haihz.. at 1st, i tot things will be alright.. the e-nite.. my partner.. everything goin smoothly..
BUT.. turns out dat i wont be bringin any partner coz he break my promise at da last minute!! ggGGRR.. hate him!! nw whr am i gonna find some1 to replace him..?? my housemates said we still short of 2 ppl..
gosh!! such a frustrating moment.. no partner, nt enuf ppl for da table, interview tomolo n in-lab on wed...!! n i nid a programming expert's help..!! is thr any solution to which ever probs dat i hv stated above?????!! (_ _)""

afalean @ sg wang~

#sori for da late update
sunday(30/3) :
1st stop: time square - had a vry bloated meal from sushi king (delicious btw..), went into nichi fashion to try out some outfits since dj nite & enchanted nite cumin soon (which i tink will pokai soon..)

2nd stop: low yat plaza - miss emily wana get some sort of plug & a mouse, miss ting ting wana survey for printers while me wana get my printer ink (run out of it)..

3rd stop: sg wang plaza - FYI: afalean's autograph session @ 5pm.. miss ning & i went to watch him n she wanted to get autographs from him.. so we bought 2 cds (1 for herself, 1 more as a present for huey lynn).. fortunately, we did get 2 cards in both cds (hv 2 write our details for random draw later..)..(da prize? opportunity 2 take pics v afalean~ awesome huh?) so miss ning asked me to fill in my details coz huey lynn din came..
5.20pm - although he's late, but afalean still makes a great entrance to da crowd..lolz.. n gosh~ lotz of galz crazy bout him de.. kept screaming here n thr..
some songs dat he performed: [爱我的两个人] + [爱的成名曲 (早知道．爱 + 氧气 + 爱很简单 + 你不在)] + [早知道．爱]
towards the end of da session, i kept tellin miss ning 2 get da autograph asap so dat we can leave da crowd coz believe me.. it's damn fully crowded!!
last min when it cums 2 lucky draw.. omg!!! i heard my name..!! did i hear wrongly?? wat de..??!! r u kidding me??!! i was really shocked.. it took me a while 2 get on stage.. all i can tink is dat "y me..? damn paiseh laa..." (=.=)
takin pics v afalean + 4 other lucky galz.. (gosh he's nervous too..)

4th stop: hang out at lot10 n buy some choc from chocolate fair.. (it's really cheap de..)

5th stop: bac home.. every1 was tired coz walked da whole day.. =S
anyway, i still nt finish v electronics revision n da exam is on monday!! kia kia liao... >.<