start point of rejection..

feeling a weird vibe today.. people stare coldly at me.. or talk irritatedly to me.. 

or lie intentionally to me..
i started to get an isolation feeling.. or better word, rejection..
nor i will ever know what i have done to deserve this..
how long could i ever hold my mask till then..
or should i just go by walking away  ...?  wish i knew..

today's resolution!

damn.. bad headache..
cant drink much alcohol lately.. maybe because starting to get old @@
people started to see me older than 25.. which im not YET!
shall go for an intensive jog later + heavy face mask !!
asa asa fighting!!!

i'll move on..

got a call this morning.. someone who i know.. someone who used to be close to me..
asking if i am doing okay recently.. if i am happy with my life..
how does he expect me to answer.. fine...? great...? fantastic...? {(_ _)}
sadly, i answered fine.. work is fine.. life is fine.. and everything is fine..
but i wish that he did not call me at all..
because this is just gonna make me miss him again.. which i dont want to.. especially when i have already managed to forget this person..
the fact is that i am happy of where i am right now.. and that i have already move on with my life..
that's why kept listening to this song since this morning :)

 

the final ceremony~

yes, i have officially graduated on saturday (8th Oct 2011)..
but i don't feel any excitement like everyone else.. not even nervous to take the scroll from pro-chancellor..
just happy that i get to take some pics with friends and family after the ceremony ends..
this marks the end of my study life for good! lolzzz..

lovely coursemates~

alpha friends~

wahaha.. me xD

btw congratz to friends who graduated as well.. keep in touch always ^^
gonna miss u guys :)

no more ~~

lost again today.. once again met two GREAT competitors..
although managed to decrease the scores gap, but we still lost to them..
sad that i lost again.. but glad its over.. because NO MORE PRESSURE...!!
and also happy for Eileen & Yusuf for winning their match and became champion ^^