StuDy N WorK??

life is getting more hectic nowadays.. i hv jz finished sitting for BHM exam.. the paper is sux!! cant even get the answer!! n even if i gt the answer, it doesnt match with the one on the paper!! ggGGRRR~~ screw tat accounting part!! i din even hv the basic for accounting.. hopefully can get some bonus de~

im oso bz with some tasks tat hv to be done by next week.. guess wat is it? tat's rite! CLS!! i heard students who join CLS alwayz end up becum bz ppl.. they hv to manage so many stuff!! n i think im gonna be one of them!! huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!! sometimes i jz felt like quiting tis.. i dun wanna continue anymore.. so stressful n tiring.. by tomolo, i hv to finish drawing some cartoons n calling some ppl to confirm about the budget stuff.. arrRRRGGGHHH!!!

final is cumin anyway.. hope i could cope with my studies bah..

NeW AccOmPlishMenT..

aahh... it's monday morning.. time to make a change.. time to set a difference.. after been sick for a week till today.. temptations to get well are melting.. anyway, most of my subjects are finished with the syllabus.. so basically, i dun have much class!! muahahhahaha~!! (which is y im staying up so late at nite.. no class for MONDAY!!)

oh ya, jz celebrated my birthday on the 21st.. as usual, prank jokes from frenz~ hitting my back for 19 times.. throwing cakes to my face.. haha.. it was fun.. i received quite lotz of gifts from them too.. thankz guys.. oni one disappointment.. i din receive any greetings from him.. i was crushed.. it shows tat i hv to say bye bye to him.. it has adi been a year.. n since he decided to be like tis, then i might as well forget bout him.. i will never talk, think or c him anymore.. goodbye to u..

kk.. one wish to my mum b4 i end tis post.. happy belated birthday, mum~!! (22nd) thank u for ur love.. for me n oso chappy (my dog).. haha.. thankz..

The One Who Made Me ReaLise..

When I See You Smile

Sometimes I wonder
If I'd ever make it through
Through this world
without having in you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up
Wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright
Everything's alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Oh yeah
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
Hey
And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
I wanna ask you baby
It's all Ill ever need
All I'll ever need
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
Yeah
When I see you smile
Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile
Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at me


For everything tat i hv gone through, when i see u smile, my trouble will jz fade away..
Thank u..

CrusHeD...

disappointment...
it tracks the steps of hope..
when u feel something wrecks the hell of ur body..
u cant even stay calm..
nt a single word cumin out from ur mouth..
coz u jz couldnt say it out..

when someone crushes u hurtfully..
u feel that u hv been betrayed..
no one else believe for wat u hv to explain..
u try to run away from it..
but it keep chasing after u..

the whole feeling hv been expressed since 7 April 2007..
crushing heart..
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