nite fuss..

it's 2am & yet im still here blogging even with 8am class awaiting.. was revising java bout an hour ago & i started 2 have a bad headache + coughing.. oso frustrated v my recent feelings.. shud i start da move 1st..? or just wait & c..? the act of pulling n den pushing away reli bothers me.. i duno if he ever read wat i write now, but i feel like a foolish person now.. stuck in the middle.. & remain hanging..