betrayed..

being in such situation really gives me an important lesson.. never ever trust anyone other than urself.. even people who were friends for years will deceive u someday.. the feeling of being betrayed is seriously sucks.. i didnt even know what did i do to earn this.. n yet is those people that i have known for few years.. who i thought as my close friends.. i really couldnt understand why.. i did went to other friends for some advice.. some said betrayal is common among friends, even in workplace when they backstabbing u to get promoted.. *true true.. some told me to take this as a lesson, be strong in future.. the rest taught me how to betray back.. =.=
anyway, i think im just gonna stay a distance from them now on.. if im still close to them i would hate myself for it.. i just couldnt stand thinking about that if i face them right now.. >.<
hopefully keeping myself busy right now would help..

looking into past..

it's been 5 days since i finished my last only paper in my entire uni life.. i thought it is a relief, but i was wrong.. it wasn't a slight relief after all.. it eventually ends my study life.. no more attending classes.. no more great times with coursemates.. no more assignments.. no more exams.. at this time, it made me realizes.. im not 18 anymore.. nor 19 nor 21.. im already 22 this year.. i felt so old all of sudden..
even so, i really gonna miss this semester.. it's the greatest semester i had.. i got close to bunch of ki-siao friends.. i went to malacca & also perhentian island.. i had a memorable birthday celebration with 3 other april birthday buddies & also with my housemates.. & lots of other unforgettable memories..
what kind of memory am i gonna have after this..? it seems so hopeless.. i will be going through my internship life after 2 weeks time.. yet im not looking forward to start working.. sigh.. how am i gonna survive..?