freedom..

just wants feeling of lying down the beach... relaxing... thinking nothing... nothing about the reality...
just wants to drop every pressure.. and also responsibilities behind..
just wants to grab the freedom beneath.. and travel to wherever the wind takes me to..
but the fact.. is that i can't....

你不知道的事《恋爱通告》

 蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行...  夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地...
我飞行 但你坠落之际... 很靠近 爱听见呼吸...  对不起 我却没捉紧你...

你不知道我为什么离开你,  我坚持不能说放任你哭泣...
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨, 碎落满地 在心里清晰...
你不知道我为什么狠下心, 还悬在你看不见那高空里...
多的事 你不知道的事...

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行... 夜空洒满了星星 但即刻会落地...
我飞行 但你坠落之际... 很靠近 爱听见呼吸... 对不起 我却没捉紧你...

你不知道我为什么离开你,  我坚持不能说放任你哭泣...
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨, 碎落满地 在心里清晰...
你不知道我为什么狠下心, 还悬在你看不见那高空里...
多的事 你不知道的事...

我飞行 但你坠落之际...

你不知道我为什么离开你,  我坚持不能说放任你哭泣...
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨, 碎落满地 在心里清晰...
你不知道我为什么狠下心, 还悬在你看不见那高空里...
多的事 你不知道的事...

betrayed..

being in such situation really gives me an important lesson.. never ever trust anyone other than urself.. even people who were friends for years will deceive u someday.. the feeling of being betrayed is seriously sucks.. i didnt even know what did i do to earn this.. n yet is those people that i have known for few years.. who i thought as my close friends.. i really couldnt understand why.. i did went to other friends for some advice.. some said betrayal is common among friends, even in workplace when they backstabbing u to get promoted.. *true true.. some told me to take this as a lesson, be strong in future.. the rest taught me how to betray back.. =.=
anyway, i think im just gonna stay a distance from them now on.. if im still close to them i would hate myself for it.. i just couldnt stand thinking about that if i face them right now.. >.<
hopefully keeping myself busy right now would help..

looking into past..

it's been 5 days since i finished my last only paper in my entire uni life.. i thought it is a relief, but i was wrong.. it wasn't a slight relief after all.. it eventually ends my study life.. no more attending classes.. no more great times with coursemates.. no more assignments.. no more exams.. at this time, it made me realizes.. im not 18 anymore.. nor 19 nor 21.. im already 22 this year.. i felt so old all of sudden..
even so, i really gonna miss this semester.. it's the greatest semester i had.. i got close to bunch of ki-siao friends.. i went to malacca & also perhentian island.. i had a memorable birthday celebration with 3 other april birthday buddies & also with my housemates.. & lots of other unforgettable memories..
what kind of memory am i gonna have after this..? it seems so hopeless.. i will be going through my internship life after 2 weeks time.. yet im not looking forward to start working.. sigh.. how am i gonna survive..?

2010 malacca trip~!

it was Jan 23rd, we (me & cyber coursemates) departed from cyberjaya approximately 10am.. it has been 3 years long since i last visited mlc.. n i certainly miss it.. campus, frenzz & oso food.. which was our main priority of da trip.. is into concentrate on eating! xD when i asked about our schedule of the day, it was all about craving mlc's food..n here's our eating schedule:
12noon - chicken rice & rice balls (at jonker street, forgotten da name =X)
1pm - rojak tofu & chendols (at Donald & Lily's place)
3pm - famous layer cake (at Nedahja cafe, Pahlawan Mall)
4pm - Capitol Satay Celup (yumm~!!)
7pm - curry laksa & Nyonya laksa & ais kacang (at jonker street)
11pm - duck noodles O.o||
in the end, i was over bloated to eat the duck noodles & i have 2 waste it.. =(
oh btw, change of plan.. i didnt go back with my coursemates 2 cyberjaya since it's oredi 12 sumtin in the morning.. so i overnight at his house in mlc & followed another gang back 2 cyber (since they were in mlc since friday) & hell yeah, best yet so far.. u can tell by my expression dat i was reli... reli happy at dat time.. =D
some photos which i hv 2 grab from frenzz.. hehe..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

it was 99% a successful trip~!! we had a great time too & lastly, i'll definitely go back nx time~!! ^^