HappiNess Goes to Who? Sadness Goes to Who Then?

yesterday.. i went to someone's 'farewell party' de.. wasnt enjoying much of coz.. especially when i was feeling sick n wanting to throw out.. so tat explained the lesser food i had then.. haha.. anyway.. there i saw him.. with his gang.. it was a strangely 'tense' i was having there.. not tat i can hv a normal conversation with him.. even in a crowd of ppl!! n so, i din talk to him the whole nite there.. sigh.. jz a little glance at him secretly.. at the end, i left the place earlier than him de.. coz my frenz wanted to take off n i was not feeling well too.. when i reached home, i saw my classmate, S who was sitting at SFC angrily.. he told me tat they din wait for him n ignored him de.. i was like.. huh?? ( coz i was supposed to yum cha with him at 10pm, n i was late by 10 mins!) n so he cancelled 'yum cha' thing n took off with a seriously fierce look man!! n today, i saw him arguing with them hastily.. if someone din stop him, im afraid tat a big fight will happen soon!! after tat, i din notice wat hv happened de.. i guess S was still angry with them kua...

few more weeks over here.. n i wont hv to c him anymore.. hope tat i could let go all our memories here.. coz i dunwan to bring it to cyber.. i dunwan to suffer from it anymore.. it's painful enough for me to think about it everyday adi.. lovely moments.. laughter moments.. hard moments.. hurtful moments.. all started from here.. malacca.. sigh.. all unforgetable moments.. =..... ( n to JE.. im really sorry if i hv said anything tat had upset u all this while.. although we cant be together, we're still frenz rite?... u're alwayz be my best fren here~ thankz for supporting me in everything... god bless u~!! n gd luck in everything~!!