it's almost 4 in the morning and im still awake.. in middle of arranging my schedule courses for next year.. kinda nervous though.. gotta wake up early in the morning jz to register courses.. hopefully i get the spot tat i wanted to.. coz the chances for getting better timetables is kinda low.. if im late, i gonna get the worse timetable.. sigh.. guess im taking 6 subjects for next year.. coz frenz told me tat if i bring some of the subjects to the front, i wont suffer tat much when im goin to epcilon level.. as they said.. it's TOUGH!! HARD!! MESSY!! LIMITED TIME!!
anyway.. speaking of limited time.. i had jz fighted with my so-called leader,S last afternoon about practicing our drama.. we havent even started a proper acting for the whole week.. everyone kept delaying the rehearsal time!! ok fine.. since S said he was facing with his flooded house problem, i can consider it rationally.. but when we supposed to practice today at 1pm, he was late for almost 2 hours!! reason?? he was bz doin the monkey's paw.. for 1 hour!! oh come on!! if u cant do it, jz inform me n i will get the monkey's paw done in 15 minutes time!! n he said he hv to stay for lunch time too.. =.=" i havent even have mine!!! obviously, we dun hv time for daytime practice.. so, i asked them if they can practice it during night time.. S n his fren kept giving excuses n suggested to practice the next day.. by tat time, it's adi time for drama for god sake!!! wat if we dun get enough of practice?? wat if we r nt ready enough for this?? wat happen if we messed up during drama?? n guess wat?? his answer was "it's ok, jz 10% marks gone nia.. no big deal"... i was like aaaarrRRGGHHH!!!! cant he think for someone else??!! he can lose his 4 flat point n still get 1st class ticket!! but wat about the rest??! take me for an example, i oni got C for my midterm exam n my essay wasnt tat satisfatory.. tat's y im trying to do my best to work this drama out properly.. but certain ppl could jz care less about this!!!
i think we r gonna mess up alot tomolo nite.. doom... oh ya.. i hv decided to talk back to "him".. if we couldnt be a couple anymore, y not become gd frenz? after being foolish for few weeks, i had finally realised the meaning of love is.. loving someone doesnt meanz tat u have to be with him.. loving someone meanz making him happy alwayz n cheerful.. although it hv to be him with another gal.. as long as he's happy.. im happy too.. eventhough i cant be with him.. at least i knew tat i was with this person b4 who had taught me alot of stuff tat i never knew.. i will alwayz remember him as he's alwayz remainz in my heart.. honestly.. i will wait 4 him.. if possible.. but rite nw.. FRENZ ALWAYZ..
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