today.. JF is gonna leave here officially.. n fly back to his hometown.. n start his new life at his place.. i could oni wish him to hv a nice journey de.. n take care.. tat's it.. tat's all tat i hv said.. sigh.. i found myself being a little selfish.. i guess my fren is right.. i dunno knw hw to care for someone.. even as a fren.. i will oni realise when it's missing.. however.. i did appreciate everything tat JF had done for me.. i did spend some time talking to him.. n we had a great n fun time chatting~ thank u, JF... thankz for everything.. hope tat our friendship stays strong forever.. keep in touch alwayz~
about him?.. i could oni say.. AS USUAL.. jz like tat.. i expected the situation to be like tat anyway.. eversince the time when i hv found the "mail" , i kept avoiding from him indirectly whenever i c him.. i felt myself awful.. disgusting.. desperado.. arrrggghhhh!! all are negative feedback of coz.. im afraid tat i would cry if i ever look at him.. it's nt because i was ashamed of myself.. it's because i cant believe the fact tat i still love him stood there doin nothing for tat.. wat breaks a women's heart?.. it's when she's in love with the man tat she had hurt him before.. painful.. it's very hurtful..
anyway.. the next exam is jz 3 days away.. n i hv no idea wat to study for PHYSICS LAB!! let's jz hope luck is on my side this time.. rite nw.. mood.. sad.. tired.. frustrated.. hurt.. pain.. n little bit of coughing tat irritates my throat.. alwayz sick b4 exam.. sux!! my hope to be happy everyday will be delay after all.. hahaha.. chaoz..
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